When he did not know its existence was one thing. But quite another, now that I knew. The first thing technically was not an abandonment, but the latter, Joey it may at some point in their lives, to interpret it as such. Then he had an idea. "I think you could start by sending cards for birthdays and Christmas and that Kelly is keeping the outside to show when it comes time to talk. In them, you could be telling you how much I want to hug him and share his life so that when he finds out everything, it does not feel abandoned. It would be a way of talking, although he still can not hear your conversation. I think when he read, not only can understand the situation, but to understand all these feelings of yours to him you saved all that time always thinking that everything you did was for his own good to the detriment of the pain that will be produced separately from him.
Will the certainly not forget it at any time since you knew of its existence. Step by step you took his life. In short, that when he read them, know how much you wanted to share your life with him, "concluded Mabel. "It's a great idea, Mabel. God really, rather than punished for what he had done, I am honored with your presence!. None of us three or my parents, we thought this idea. Thanks again, my love. Not that I'd do without you.